The Reason I Cried Yesterday

RIP Cory Monteith, you'll be missed but not forgotten

at Pacific Rim Hotel Vancouver :(

Whoever wrote these, I just... can't even say anything

Jakarta

N: Sebel deh gw, kok di jakarta pelayang-pelayangnya pada judes2 ya, tadi gw nanya jutek banget gitu mukanya
E: Jakarta Nan
N: Ya tapi kan kalau sama pengunjung nggk gitu juga
E: karena kerasnya jakarta jadinya pada jutek-jutek semua gitu.

Emang segitunya banget ya kehidupan keras ibu kota?

Diambil dari beberapa percakapan dan situasi belakangan ini

Percakapan dan situasi 1:
"Move on tuh kalo udah nemu yang baru, kalo lo belum nemu yang baru, lo belum move on"
"Ada cari lain buat move on, lo kejar terus sampai eneg, lo bakal move on sendiri"

Percakapan dan situasi 2:
"Minta antarlah!"
"Nggak ah, dia harus nyadar sendiri"
"Nggak bakal sadar-sadarlah. Wanit itu suka memberikan kode-kode rahasia, sedangkan laki-laki itu tidak pernah bisa membaca kode-kode wanita. Kalau nggk bilang nggk bakal sadarlah"
"Harus keinginan sendiri"
Sampai sekarang kode si wanita belum dibacca sama si pria.

Me

Dibawah ini gw ngikutin tumblr-nya Ditha

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE

- Name: Nandhy

- Eye Color: between dark brown and black

- Hair Style/Color: it's secret :)

- Height: 1.58 m.

- Clothing style: I love semi dress, but comfortable with jeans too.

- Best physical feature: every part of my body.

^

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

- Your fears: failure.

- Your guilty pleasure: shoes -,-.

- Ambitions for the future: help children with join UNICEF, and help Indonesia and become the environment minister.

^

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS

- Your first thoughts waking up: (same with Ditha) what time is it?

- What you think about most: Did I do the work right?

- What you think about before bed: plans for tomorrow

- You think your best quality is: responsibility, discipline,

^

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

- Single or group dates: single.

- To be loved or respected: both.

- Beauty or brains: both (greedy).

- Dogs or cats: cats.

^

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

- Lie: everyone does.

- Believe in yourself: Sometimes I look down to my self :'(.

- Believe in love: Yes.

- Want someone: :)

^

LAYER SIX: EVER?

- Been on stage: yes.

- Done drugs: no.

- Changed who you were to fit in: no.

^

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES

- Favorite color: always change, right now, red

- Favorite animal: monkey

- Favorite movie: so many movies

- Favorite game: hanger games :))

^

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

- Day your next birthday will be: Friday.

- How old will you be: 23.

- Does age matter:sometimes

^

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL

- Best personality: adaptable

- Best eye color: brown

- Best hair color:reddish

- Best thing to do with a partner: cooking

^

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE

- I love: sleeping, music, dreaming

- I feel:sleepy (right now)

- I hide: my secrets

- I miss: the childhood

- I wish: I am braver

All or Nothing

memang! Judul di atas emang gw ambil dari judul episode finale dari Glee season 4. Satu-satunya episode yang gw nonton sampe 5 kali nggk loncat-loncat (biasanya kalo nonton lagi yg nggk penting diskip), dan ddari kelima kali nonton itu pula gw juga nangis 5 kali di scene yang sama. Di scene dimana si Brittany, speech perpisahan dia. Wanjiiirrr, so much emotion in there. Entah mengapa gw merasa kalimat-kalimat perpisahan yang diucapkan Brittany, benar-benar kalimat perpisahan Heather Morris pada para cast Glee yang lain. Yah, dia emang tidak akan jadi cast glee lagi (paling tidak sampai dia melahirkan-lah).

Gw sendiri heran kenapa nangis terus padahal udah tahu jalan ceritanya. Mungkin dimulai dari kalimat ini:

my entire life, people have always told me that I was stupid. And after a while I started to believe them.

dan dilanjutkanlah dimana gw mulai meleh airmatanya (lebay iya emang)

And it wasn't until I walked in this room and I joined this club that I really started
believing in myself. And as soon as I did that, as soon as I started believing that maybe
I was smart after all, I think the whole world did, too.

Dibagian sini gw udah mewek banget nih

And I'm really gonna miss you guys. Cause you guys are like my family

 untuk sebagian orang yang tidak suka nonton tv series ini mungkin akan berpikiran "apaan sih nonton glee aja nangis". Tapi untuk orang-orang yang undah ngikutin serial ini until the very end, those sentences have a deep meaning, like me. Dan quote terakhir dari Brittany yang mungkin jadi tamparan bagi diri gw sendiri adalah

I have to jump on this offer before it gets taken away

HAH!!! Terkadang kita menyia-nyiakan kesempatan yang udah terbuka karena masih adanya keraguan dalam diri kita, terima kasih untuk kalimat itu, gw jadi fokus kembali untuk fokus ke target gw dari dulu. Sukses di MIT-nya Brittany, selamat untuk kehamilannya HeMo. Hai Gleeks, sampai ketemu lagi di season 5 yang entah kapan. Thank you for the journey of believing. It's all or nothing

Some Quote from Pak Riqqi

Ceritanya, gw habis curhat panjang lebar ke Pak Riqqi, dan dijawab sama Pak Riqqi. Terima Kasih Pak Riqqi, saya selalu mengidolakan Bapak. hihihihi

Berikut kutipan paragraf awal jawaban dari pak Riqqi mengenai curhatan gw

Thats the reality, it is why the concept of SDI needed.

Bukan hal yang mudah memang meyakinkan orang lain bahwa data spasial
adalah data yng penting. Ini perlu edukasi yang panjang... panjang
sekali sehingga tumbuh kesadaran setiap orang akan pentingnya data
spasial.

22 (3)

I love today!!!

 di kasih kado sama teman kantor lagi, ini dia kadonya

Terus malamnya, sekitar jam 9-an, saat gw lagi selimutan nonton anime ada yang ngetuk pintu kamar gw, ternyata si Nuli rahmasari yang tiba-tiba langsung bilang "pake jilbab" otomatis gw bingunglah walau udah rada-rada nebak bakal di surprise-in sih. Tapi yah nggk nyangka surprisenya sahabat-sahabat gw yang jauh-jauh dari Bandung datang :") terharu. Terima kasih telah datang dari Bandung dear Adzani Septarini, Rio Eka Putra dan Amral Nazar, padahal seharian ini gw galau lhoo, kirain kalian bertiga lupa ulang tahun gw. Dan terima kasih juga kepada Yudovan Vidyan dan Muhammad Legi Prayoga yang ikut hadir dalam surprise ini. I love you all.

SUPER THANK YOU SEMUANYAAAA!!!!

22 (2)

Yesterday, my manager asked me to go to Lapan because I have to replace my friend, Akbar who went to Bandung today. But because of that I could get a new experience. I had always want to go to Lapan with busway, and today I could make it happen.

I had make appoinment with one of my office friend to meet him at there, our deal was we start from our houses at 10 AM, but at 09.30 he texted me that he has arrived, and I was still in my room. -___-

I took the busway at Karet Kuningan and then transited at Kuningan Barat To Kuningan Timur and transited again at BNN, and the last stop was Fly Over Raya Bogor (Pasar Rebo). At there I should take 'angkot' to kalisari, but I mistaken the car's written, I took a way to Mekarsari. But because of that I knew a new place. When I realized that I took the wrong 'angkot' I stopped in a place, than took taxi (again)

At Lapan, I finished what I have to do at 2 AM, and I got a ride from my friend to go to the office again, but before that we have to go to his house because he just brought one helm, and his house is behind UI, it's the second time I go to UI (the first time was when learned how to drive, and that was in the night so I couldnt look properly, UI is soooo big, ITB just 1/n). We rode my friend's motorcycle and the journey to office was about one hour, my body was so stiff after that. But that was fun.

When I arrived, Ka Mira gave me a gift, an organic oats lotion by Yves Rocher, I love the smell ever since I tried it for the first time, Vielen Dank Ka Mira :*

22 (1)

Hai, this is my theme song for today, Im turning 22 JSYK :)), thank you Taylor Swift

I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright
If we just keep dancing like we're
22

They asked, why I'm enjoying what I'm doing.
And I just answered, cause I love what I do, I'm the type of person that always love what I'm doing, never tired find the happiness from what I'm doing, cause I believe of some quote:

true love is when you don't know the reason why you love something (or someone)

Nama saya: Nandhy
Hobi: Kehilangan barang, semua barang
 dan kali ini yang hilang adalah dompet beserta seluruh isinya berupa atm 2 buah, ktm, ktp, npwp, sticker selena gomez, tiket konser demi lovato, kartu garaansi lensa rodenstock, kartu matahari, kartu wacoal, dan banyak lagi,

Mulai sekarang panggil saya dengan sebutan clumsy nandhy

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