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23.5.13

Me

Dibawah ini gw ngikutin tumblr-nya Ditha

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Nandhy
- Eye Color: between dark brown and black
- Hair Style/Color: it's secret :)
- Height: 1.58 m.
- Clothing style: I love semi dress, but comfortable with jeans too.
- Best physical feature: every part of my body.
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LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: failure.
- Your guilty pleasure: shoes -,-.
- Ambitions for the future: help children with join UNICEF, and help Indonesia and become the environment minister.
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LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: (same with Ditha) what time is it?
- What you think about most: Did I do the work right?
- What you think about before bed: plans for tomorrow
- You think your best quality is: responsibility, discipline,
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LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: single.
- To be loved or respected: both.
- Beauty or brains: both (greedy).
- Dogs or cats: cats.
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LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: everyone does.
- Believe in yourself: Sometimes I look down to my self :'(.
- Believe in love: Yes.
- Want someone: :)
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LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: yes.
- Done drugs: no.
- Changed who you were to fit in: no.
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LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: always change, right now, red
- Favorite animal: monkey
- Favorite movie: so many movies
- Favorite game: hanger games :))
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LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: Friday.
- How old will you be: 23.
- Does age matter:sometimes
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LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: adaptable
- Best eye color: brown
- Best hair color:reddish
- Best thing to do with a partner: cooking
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LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: sleeping, music, dreaming
- I feel:sleepy (right now)
- I hide: my secrets
- I miss: the childhood
- I wish: I am braver

14.5.13

All or Nothing

memang! Judul di atas emang gw ambil dari judul episode finale dari Glee season 4. Satu-satunya episode yang gw nonton sampe 5 kali nggk loncat-loncat (biasanya kalo nonton lagi yg nggk penting diskip), dan ddari kelima kali nonton itu pula gw juga nangis 5 kali di scene yang sama. Di scene dimana si Brittany, speech perpisahan dia. Wanjiiirrr, so much emotion in there. Entah mengapa gw merasa kalimat-kalimat perpisahan yang diucapkan Brittany, benar-benar kalimat perpisahan Heather Morris pada para cast Glee yang lain. Yah, dia emang tidak akan jadi cast glee lagi (paling tidak sampai dia melahirkan-lah).

Gw sendiri heran kenapa nangis terus padahal udah tahu jalan ceritanya. Mungkin dimulai dari kalimat ini:
my entire life, people have always told me that I was stupid. And after a while I started to believe them.
dan dilanjutkanlah dimana gw mulai meleh airmatanya (lebay iya emang)
And it wasn't until I walked in this room and I joined this club that I really started
believing in myself. And as soon as I did that, as soon as I started believing that maybe
I was smart after all, I think the whole world did, too.
Dibagian sini gw udah mewek banget nih
And I'm really gonna miss you guys. Cause you guys are like my family
 untuk sebagian orang yang tidak suka nonton tv series ini mungkin akan berpikiran "apaan sih nonton glee aja nangis". Tapi untuk orang-orang yang undah ngikutin serial ini until the very end, those sentences have a deep meaning, like me. Dan quote terakhir dari Brittany yang mungkin jadi tamparan bagi diri gw sendiri adalah
I have to jump on this offer before it gets taken away
HAH!!! Terkadang kita menyia-nyiakan kesempatan yang udah terbuka karena masih adanya keraguan dalam diri kita, terima kasih untuk kalimat itu, gw jadi fokus kembali untuk fokus ke target gw dari dulu. Sukses di MIT-nya Brittany, selamat untuk kehamilannya HeMo. Hai Gleeks, sampai ketemu lagi di season 5 yang entah kapan. Thank you for the journey of believing. It's all or nothing